Pain

Boosie bad here

And I never thought in a million years man

This motherfucking pain I lay in this motherfucking town

Like the more I get

The more the shit I didn't even know of

I finally moved out my momma house

Got a happy home

Only thing fucked up, Daddy gone (gone forever mane)

Listen up, this is real shit (real shit)

It's fucked up when u got nobody to share it with (fucked up)

Give my last, so my grandma can see me now (see me now)

Smilin' tellin' everybody bout her grandbaby (her grandbaby)

T-Lady, hold on, all I got is you (mama)

It's fucked up what I done put me and my mama through

What's happenin' Ivey I know you lookin' down watchin' me

Every day I got your kids fresh from head to feet (all of 'em)

Wish I can put you in the Bentley with the brown rug

I wish we never would've went out to that club

On the road to riches mane lost a flock of ****

D Pitcha Decky Boy a whole flock of ****

**** bite the hand that feed 'em, I done seen it all

Just got a call... Slo dead... Not my fuckin' dawg

I never thought this pain last this many years

So when the truckers blow and the thunder roars and it all just fades away

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Still in tears (uhm)

I never thought this pain last this many years (it all just fades away)

I lost my daddy in a heartbeat

Real talk, eyes turnin' white in front me (fuck that)

Ever since I saw that shit... it hunt me

Pray for me 'cause I shake in my fuckin' sleep

Wish I could gamble with Decky Boy shoot fa 50 ****

I shoulda put him under my wing and I miss him ****

I told Titus way back, stop ridin' with ya pack

He ain't listen

And now my **** right back in penitentiary (he don't listen)

I lost Ivey and it fucked me up

My whole life changed

**** put me up in beast mode

My heart cold

And as the years roll

I wish that he could have everything I got

And a lil' mo'

Ya kids love me ****

My kids and yo kids call each other sisters and brothers

You forever my lil' hustla

Just saw yo gangsta at the car lot **** and a tear dropped ****

I never thought this pain last this many years

So when the truckers blow and the thunder roars and it all just fades away

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Still in tears

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Seem like it was yesterday

The mo money I get this shit hurt

I thought that would take the stress away

Can see u smilin' with yo chain countin' money ****

When Trina pulled you on the stage, you was stuntin' ****

But through it all mane you know how we rock ****

From the yolk to the block to the hospital

Never again would I have another big dawg

But ya mama and kids I got 'em all, but I

I never thought this pain last this many years

I'ma sent it out to the clothes that close that love

Everybody loyal

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Still in tears

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

But you hate