New Addictions

It's Ovi Wood

Pouring up another drink when it's midnight

Tryna ease the pain that's in my mind

You can see the pain that's in my eyes

No, I ain't alright, no, I ain't alright

I always lie, you say I'm fine

Told you that I'm gon' be straight, I just need time

I hit your phone, you don't hit mine

Why don't you hit mine? I guess it's goodbye

Grabbing the bottle, new addictions

Hate the way I'm tripping, ain't nobody listen

They don't care when I go missing, everyone gets distant

I don't fucking get it

I been drowning, whoa

And I can't stay afloat

I don't know where to fucking go

Where to fucking go

'Cause I been losing hope

Grabbing the bottle, new addiction

Could waste my time crying tears, but I won't

The pain tried to pull me under, I stay afloat

I don't got nowhere else that I can go

I can go, but I know, but I know

I know that I'll be better if I heal on my own

Ain't nobody cares, so I'm just gon' go ghost

Fighting with depression, and I feel so alone

So alone, so alone

These new addictions tryna tempt me

I bottle up my pain, but I'm still empty

We all got problems, but I got too many

I been in my feelings now, my heart's so heavy

I been in my feelings, we can talk if you let me

But I feel like you ain't ever gon' get me

I feel like every girl finds a reason

To tell me that we'll never be ready

I been tryna heal, now I'm bleeding

You told me it's real, why you leaving?

You broke my heart into pieces

When you said you care, did you mean it?

Grabbing the bottle, new addictions

Hate the way I'm tripping

Ain't nobody listen

Could waste my time crying tears, but I won't