Fibbs

We're sitting on my bed

My hands are on my head

You wanna be somewhere else

Can't stop thinking of my self

I'd hate to loose you too

Your hands I fall into

I'm making you hate me

Even I can fucking see

Will you stick around

Be mine even though I'm not really here

You're such a good man

I never want to wear you down

I'm so fucking scared

Thinking of you not around makes me pull my hair

I know its no fair

The way I'm acting now

But I cant stop

You know I've always loved your love

I feel sick

Unworthy of this

Unworthy of you

Even when I look back

I feel it

You never deserved even a little bit of this

I hate how I make you feel

God I know that it's not real

When you tell me that it's fine

Stand at the back of your line

Fuck it no I don't care

Don't care that you're not here

I fib, I love to lie

I do this all the time