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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Katie Pruitt
Katie Pruitt
Vocals
Collin Pastore
Collin Pastore
Keyboards
Jake Finch
Jake Finch
Drums
Anthony da Costa
Anthony da Costa
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Katie Pruitt
Katie Pruitt
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Collin Pastore
Collin Pastore
Producer
Jake Finch
Jake Finch
Producer
Gary Paczosa
Gary Paczosa
Additional Engineer
Paul Blakemore
Paul Blakemore
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I wish my head had a trapdoor
For when I need escaping
Can't live with myself anymore
Feels like I'm suffocating
Tight spaces, breathing in exhaust
Spiraling in negative thoughts
Hostage, duck taped in the garage
A master of self sabotage
[Chorus]
I don't, I don't know how to let somebody know
I try to scream, but fear has got me by the throat
[Verse 2]
And I was talking to a friend about my situation
He's been exactly where I've been
Familiar isolation
A basket case for days on end
A prison of comparisons
Hostage, duck taped in the garage
A master of self sabotage
[Chorus]
I don't, I don't know how to let somebody know
I try to scream, but fear has got me by the throat
[Bridge]
Gaslit by my mirror, makes me wish that I was someone else
I know that I can't love her until I decide to love myself
Gaslit by my mirror, makes me wish that I was someone else
I know that I can't love her until I decide to love myself
[Chorus]
I don't, I don't know how to let somebody know
I try to scream, but fear has got me by the throat
[Verse 3]
And so, the plot thickens again
I'm both villain and victim
Drunk on lonely entitlement
Wanting someone to listen
I'm screaming from the inside out
Hover above then come back down
I'm not some narcissistic god
Abandon this self sabotage
[Outro]
Abandon this self sabotage
Abandon this self sabotage
Abandon this self sabotage
Abandon this self sabotage
Written by: Katie Pruitt
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