What I Wouldn't Do

You’re livin’ on the right side of my brain

It’s heavy, carrying you around all day

You’re quiet, though you’d have a lot to say in the union

I’m tired of thinking about you

Why can’t I think of things that I want to unwind?

Heartstrings that only play your tune

If only I’d had the sense to never learn your name

I’m sick of who I am when I’m around you

I don’t want to know what I wouldn't do to make you laugh

It’s lonely living life this way

Quite scary, I’m haunted by you

Every day you know me

But you don’t know I’m singing about you

If only I’d had the strength to just forget your face

I’m sick of who I am when I’m around you

I don’t want to know what I wouldn't do to make you laugh

Can I believe in seasons?

Time doesn’t have much meaning when you look in my direction

These thoughts are resurrected

And I’m staring at my reflection

Hating what’s reflected every time

Wish it were your problem, but it’s mine