Chaotic Neutral

I got some paint on the wall next to the bookcase

I was a kid, but hell if I didn't know to hide it with a white lie

I spilled red wine on a white shag rug one night

It was an Airbnb, and I tried everything, but the morning came and I had to leave

I think about that sometimes

When I close my eyes

But there is an angel,

Her legs tangled up in mine

One kiss makes me consider it

Wreaking just a little bit of havoc

I can't handle that in practice

5 Hail Marys, 4 Our Fathers,

Self-prescribed for sabotage

But she's chaotic neutral

She says, "it's a part of you, so

What's a little paint on the wall,

A stain on the carpet is all

Don't think about it."

And I think about that

This college coach said when I felt turned on, to keep notes

I was a kid, but hell if I didn’t know to fight it, give a shy smile

He could have slipped a rubber band around my wrist

Still in his grip, but joke's on him, I kind of like the snap of it

I think about that sometimes

When I close my eyes

And there is a goddess

She says honesty is fine

One kiss makes me consider it

Wreaking just a little bit of havoc

I can't handle that in practice

5 Hail Marys, 4 Our Fathers,

Self-prescribed for sabotage

But she's chaotic neutral

She says, "it's a part of you, so

What's a little paint on the wall,

A stain on the carpet is all

Don't think about it."

And I think about that

I used to wish that she was mine

I think I miss her all the time

If I confess her,

We could make a mess or better

We could wreak a little bit of havoc

I could handle that with practice

5 Hail Marys, 4 Our Fathers,

A little wine and holy water

She's chaotic neutral,

It's a part of you, so

What's a little paint on the wall,

A game in the hall,

A stain on the carpet is all

Don't think about it