Snapped

I know that you ordering me.

Holy Spirit be following me.

Even when it get cloudy

That rain ain’t a problem.

Your blessing be showering me.

When they tried to knock me down

I got back up.

Like it ain’t a problem to me.

I ain’t gotta cry bout not having a daddy.

Cuz you the one fathering me.

And it took me some time But I see it

That ain’t what I needed.

I wanted my family saved.

And I thought that the money could do it.

Cuz we ain’t have nothing.

I blamed you for how I was raised.

They gon’ tell me I snapped. But I know.

Cuz I lost it back then.

But my Father me keeping me sane.

I learned to adapt To the cold.

By adjusting my coat.

It’s been worse So I never complain.