Scared To Be Lonely

I'm scared to be lonely

To find no peace in me

Yeah, I try so hard not to lose my way

Bail was set too high to get out of jail

My whole life I've felt locked in

Daily Yoga on the screen - 'Namasté'

They don't see my dignity and my worth

So I created my silence, introvert, uh!

I was dancing to their tune, to keep 'em happy

Ten-voiced vocals in my head, this shit hurt

Forgot myself in all these years; failed to flourish

Was scared to be alone

To be lonely

I was barking up the wrong tree

Was never all alone

But feeling lonely

I'm scared to be lonely

To find no peace in me

Man, I try so hard not to lose my way

Feel their stares piercing through me like X-Ray

My whole life I've felt boxed in

Felt the pressure to conform, so I obeyed

Forgot myself in all these years; failed to flourish

Was scared to be alone

To be lonely

I was barking up the wrong tree

Was never all alone

But feeling lonely

I'm scared to be lonely

To find no peace in me

I'm scared to be lonely

To find no peace in me

It's 10 pm and I feel numb again

The noisy city leaves me overwhelmed

I close the door. All the voices fade away

I take a breath

To feel again