Echo Chamber

Here I lie

In place that I cant feel

Now cant I try to hold on to what is real

Now it all seems to get underneath my skin

Fighting for something to change in me

All of this time in a panic room

But nothing will make me feel safe

Inside my mind

Im facing this torment

Was I designed

To finally go cold

Barely alive when I was discarded

So are you blind

To how you make me feel

God knows if I'll be fine

God knows if I'll make it out alive

You all assumed that’d be alright

When I’m stuck in this echo chamber

Here deprived

Until my mind is numb inside

Just push aside

Everything you did and hope that I'll survive

Why cant there be the closure to offer me

The only thing inherited is suffering

Im begging you to act like the you I know

You tore this family apart

When will you just stop

Inside my mind

Im facing this torment

Was I designed

To finally go cold

Barely alive when I was discarded

So are you blind

To how you make me feel

God knows if I'll be fine

God knows if I'll make it out alive

You all assumed that’d be alright

When I’m stuck in this echo chamber

Go now

Go now

You tore this family apart

You’ll never face the truth

All love you cease to possess

You only cared for you

I wish I knew who you were

You were my idol once

But now a ghost of yourself

Made into someone else

I hope you find who you are

This is my last goodbye

You’ll never be what I need

I see it in your eyes

Just know that I tried to love you

Just know that I tried to love you

Inside my mind

Im facing this torment

Was I designed

To finally go cold

Barely alive when I was discarded

So are you blind

To how you make me feel

God knows if I'll be fine

God knows if I'll make it out alive

You all assumed that’d be alright

When I needed a place I could call my own