Phases

I don't wanna go home its cuz you don't know me

Can't you see that I've grown, yea i've grown lonely

We talk on the phone, I try to keep it sweet

Cause I hate all the moments you're not proud of me

So tell me that you're proud of me, please

7 YEARS, nomadic

I've gotten used to the static

I've met some real friends, lovers, and others who are plastic

I've learned a thing or two about myself like

Who I'm attracted to

You won't believe who I'm attracted to

You can say I'm going through phases

I know its not painless

When you saw me wasted

That's not how you raised me

I promise I'm going places

This life I've been chasing

I'm know we're both jaded

From this conversation

And I can tell by your cadence

You're secretly breaking

But you'll never hate me

And I won't let you save me

I can't help going through changes

We're one and the same it's

A different narration

From the one that you made for me

(You'd do anything for me)

Never around

I used to stay up at night on the nights you're in town

Just to wait for the sound

When you walk through the door you're still on a call

But I understood you were doing it all for your family

You're just glad to see that I'm healthy

How do you know me so well?

I shouldn't be fucking around cause you'll

Fly across the world so you can hold me

After all you heard that I'm not acting like the old me

You're stressed out I'm a mess I answer coldly

Part of growing up is being rly fucking lonely

你说楷意你这是什么态度

为什么你心不在焉感觉你 任何事都不在乎

你学习要有效率

做错事要 吸取教训就好

别累到崩溃

千万别喝冷水

少让我心疼呗

玩儿玩儿音乐也挺好的

但保持个GPA你以后工作更好找

你从小害羞

不太适合在人面前表演

还是早点回家吧

咱不必做这种冒险好吗？

Sometimes I wish you'd forget about me

Between the two of us

Only one of us should be hurting

I pray to god that it won't be too late

For you to see that after all you gave me

I turned out ok

I hate it when you see me lazy

I hate it when you see me down

I hate it when you see me try too hard

You say I'm gonna drown

I needa be by myself right now

I'm used to you not being around

I needa be by myself right now

I needa be by myself right now