Addicted

Seven years of mornings

I was chasing your ghost

Consoling myself from the lies that you’ve sown

I blamed myself when you fucked with my head

Wake up alone to the blurry nights spent

I played my role in the drama

But I’m losing myself in the method

'Cause I’m addicted

Addicted, addicted to

Being wanted

Though I’ll never ask you to

No, I’ll pretend I don’t want you to

Took what I could get

But I knew I didn’t want to

Broke my own heart 'cause I knew I didn’t need to

I was always chasing what I didn’t know was real

But I wanted it so bad that I broke their hearts too

Do they still taste me?

'Cause I don’t even know their faces no more

I hope you hate me

'Cause I don’t relate, ooh

I don’t know when I stopped locking the doors

But I just can’t help but to let you in

'Cause I’m addicted

Addicted, addicted to

Being wanted

Though I’ll never ask you to

No, I’ll pretend I don’t want you to

No, I’ll pretend

I’ll pretend I don’t want you to

As a ghost you never left

Cigarettes hanging off of your breath

Do you still watch me get undressed

While I invite strangers into my bed?

As a ghost you never left

Messages I would have left on read

I found myself in the time I spent

I know what love is now

I found something genuine

I’ve got her heart in my hands

(I’m not broken now)

I’m safe inside her love

(Know what I deserve)

I learned how to love

(I left on a light)

She let me ignite

I have the power to burn for her

While I heal in her flame

I’m addicted

(Addicted to her love)

I’m addicted to her love

(It’s all that I want and more)

Had to forgive myself

So I could fall in love like I mean it

I love you like I mean it

Addicted

Addicted

Addicted

Addicted

Addicted

Addicted

Addicted

Addicted