She Loves Me Not

This is a song about this girl I'm obsessed with

Her name is Lily

First you coolly pick my petals off

Haven't decided if you love me not

I keep the curtains up, I play the part

Cause I can't stand to be a lonely heart

She loves me, she loves me not

She loves me, she loves me not

When I was young, I thought I wasn't real

Thought I was metal, thought I didn't feel

You shocked my CNS, you broke the seal

I let you drive me like a steering wheel

She loves me, she loves me not

She loves me, she loves me not

She loves me, she loves me not

She loves me, she loves me not

My old therapist says I've got issues

I cried till I got the one that I wanted

Even though they told me that I couldn't choose (I've got an HMO)

But I pretended to have a nervous breakdown over the phone

And it worked

I mean - I legally can't recommend this but this was a really long time ago

And the world is ending as we speak so

She loves me, she loves me not

She loves me, she loves me not

She loves me, she loves me not

She loves me, she loves me not

I don't want you, I don't need you

I want me enough for the both of us