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Conflict
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Conflict was released on November 15, 2023 by Convix as a part of the album We Should Go Stargazing
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Release DateNovember 15, 2023
LabelConvix
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM82

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Phoenix Andrew Siordia
Phoenix Andrew Siordia
Songwriter

Lyrics

I recall so many times that i was faced with all these problems
Had to learn to grow and solve 'em
Swear my past been catching up to me again
And I'm switching gears just trying to figure out where I have been
The addict in me pulling at my cash to pull a pen
And I promised to myself so many times that I would quit
Spend my nights a self critic hoping negative thoughts would win
I beat myself down, let lovers dictate esteem
But never again, I'm starting over
Still earning these badges
Working so hard to make magic
Societal pressure to have it
Lord I just want to wreak havoc
ADHD prevent focus
THC making it harder
ALC never a bother
But I know time's got a marker
Despite my gut feelings, intuition speaking success
This music shit was never for fame, but a place to destress
The depression befriended my inner soul
So I'm cutting ties with everyone that would never accept me whole
So let me tell you again, ain't meant to die and ascend
You're sure it's better this way?
I know the answer's regret
And still I'll gaze at the stars
The younger me in the dark
Being cradled by my fallen grandfather and uncle
They the one's I carry on my back
Every time i lay down a track
Every time i navigate traps
A bitter life in the end
But a timeline sets it in stone
A mere moment ago, but I'm fine
Yeah, I'm fine, and we gon' find another
Reason to say we gon' be alright
There's evil lurking in the corners of our eyes
And comes a person that'll probably change your mind
Man, never let go of that
Please, never let go, please
It's better that you devise a plan to balance the good with the bad
Because it's yin and yang, you know that
For now i'll pace with the seagulls and let my darker be equal
I'm religious but I'm still a firm believer of a better tomorrow
Way too noisy, cover please
All my wrongdoings keep me hovering
But I'm eager for the touchdown
Let me show you where I'm at now
Back in '21, I learned to breathe
'22 I met a catalyst
'23, became the complete puzzle that I've been trying to solve
This album for my younger self and all the flaws dissolved
We don't need to talk about it
I'll put you in a little box and then I'll burn about it
It's so ironic that i even make a song about it
Like would Convix even exist if I was left without it?
Yeah, I guess i profit off my pain
The truest meaning of a Phoenix
Falling at the summit, what a shame
But I'll never back from a challenge
Keep fighting and keep pushing
Just take a look at my passion
Written by: Phoenix Andrew Siordia
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