The Ambivert Song

My phone is ringing

Sweat is running

Heart is pounding hard

My friend's been asking where I am

Yet I am still at home

(Yo, where you at?)

I'm still thinking should I go or should I ditch the plan

I'm shy yet I don't want to be alone

There's just too many people I'm not sure if I'll fit in

It's a complicated thought from deep within

It's because

I

I like being by myself

But I still need you by my side

True

I get drained easily

Still I'll wait for your call eagerly

I'm stuck between the two worlds and I don't know

Where do I belong

Trying to navigate life through this song

My brain is fuzzing

Regrets are piling

Mood is going down

I look through all the stories and thought

That I should've come

(Man I should've come!)

Lonely from the choice I've made I feel like such a clown

I just wished this was something that I could overcome

I'm not sure how to act when I'm the one out of the clan

But I still enjoy a good company, I hope you'll understand

It's because

I

I like being by myself

But I still need you by my side

True

I get drained easily

Still I'll wait for your call eagerly

I'm stuck between the two worlds and I don't know

Where do I belong

Trying to navigate life through this song

Trying to navigate life through this song

Ok, so here's the deal

It's not that I don't want to go

But I'm scared I'll be awkward you know

I'm not trying to be rude

But I don't want to ruin the mood

I'm still scared of being left out

But I'm too shy when it's such a crowd

I'm sure it's hard to imagine

But this is just who I am