What Am I Doing

I'm trying as hard as I can to remember

What turned this fire colder than December

But you don't even care

So why am I even here?

If you don't even care

Then why am I even here?

I can't remember, when's the last time I smiled?

I tell you what, it's been a while

But you don't even care

So why am I even here?

I think my hot mess just turned into a cold war

And neither of us want this anymore

If we don't even care

Then what are we doing here?

Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy

What are we doing, how did we lose it?

I thought I made you feel amazing

What am I doing, when did I lose it?

Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy

What are we doing, how did we lose it?

I thought I made you feel amazing

What am I doing, when did I lose it?

I think I got caught up, it's just illusion

I paid someone to solve my confusions

If you don't really care

What am I doing here?

Remember when we said we'd stay forever

But now I see you next to never

And if you don't want me here

Then why should I care?

Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy

What are we doing, how did we lose it?

I thought I made you feel amazing

What am I doing, when did I lose it?

Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy

What are we doing, how did we lose it?

I thought I made you feel amazing

What am I doing, when did I lose it?

I think I got caught up, it's just illusion

I paid someone to solve my confusions

If you don't really care

What am I doing here?

Remember when we said we'd stay forever

But now I see you next to never

And if you don't want me here

Then why should I care?

Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy