Love-Hate Relationship

Yuh, yuh, yuh Let me start this nice and easy: I don't like you I'ma keep it straight, getting out the way's the right move All the love is fake, it's insane, I'm not the type to Spend all my time pretending, I tell it just like I like to, ayy Damn it, I'll say it I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it And now I'm jaded in this abstract world, it's a comedy Time to scrap the silly script that thеy jot for me I'm just laughing ironically When it comes to giving up, I'm a prodigy I lеt go holding onto me, look where caring has gotten me I got lost 'til I found myself surrounded by clowns And now I'm certain this circus we lurk in got no way out And I never found purpose in searching this world for reasons to doubt This Earth's a meaningless mound, that's what it all really about And I got big smoke, I hit those who fake warm greetings Never misspoke or tip-toe around your feelings 'Cause this shit-show's a sick joke, so no more fleeing I'ma risk it all and make the call how I see it, I mean it Damn it, I'll say it I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it Replay it D-D-Damn it, I'll say it I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it It just doesn't sit with me (Na-na, nah) The deception and trickery (Yuh) Maybe I'd be nice if life ain't met me with misery Never called a bitch a bitch until a bitch was a bitch to me And now this is what I'm on, what's a bond, but a con Just to take what you want, this a hater's renaissance Now our fate doesn't haunt, you were fake, now you're gone If you wake to your mistakes You can take that to the great beyond 'Cause I don't need friends, I know me best, this is how I cope I mean this, I'm the meanest If you wanna know my deepest, hearted secrets, I'ma let it show I'll leave this planet speechless when it's my time to go So read this open book with awful reviews Everybody tell me I'm an asshole because I tell them the truth If you wanna go pick and choose your battles everybody will lose And I'll be smiling as we do at least the closure is new E-E-E-Every day I lie awake, slaving in this cyberspace Praying that I die knowing it's the only way that I escape Absent of all time and space, running in a mindless race I'll live this life and thrive on hate And y'all can rot as lying fakes like Damn it, I'll say it I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it Replay it D-D-Damn it, I'll say it I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it I won't be blamed how I play it And Cam Steady stay steady, bitch