White Noise

Paranoid

My mind is racing

Creeping in

That worried feeling

The noise at night affecting my dreams

Defined by false reality

No sleeping, just sinking

Just watching time waste away

Left to make a choice but paralyzed

I’m faced with a pain that won’t subside

Back and forth I can’t shake this feeling

Left with a sleepless night again

I can’t let you in

I can’t let you win

How long will it last this time

Strap in for the ride

One by one thoughts are emerging

One by one they’re devastating

One by one thoughts are infecting

One by one they lie

And now I’m fading away

Left to make a choice but paralyzed

I’m faced with a pain that won’t subside

Distracted by the voice inside

Am I’m just fading away into the white noise

The pressure’s building and rising inside me

Pulled down by the weight of anxiety

Annihilated, ah….

Annihilated, ah…

Annihilated

Suffocating, leave me

Desperation, save me

Suffocation (suffocation)

Desperation

Left to make a choice but paralyzed

I’m faced with a pain that won’t subside

Distracted by the voice inside

Am I’m just fading away into the white noise