I Never Had Control

This is the only thing that could have happened

This is the only way it could have been

I move my body to feel something other than

The weight of it underneath me

And I never had control anyway

I never had control anyway

My body, it sings, it plays the piano

It's the only body I'll ever have

My body is so much more than what happened to it

A vessel through which I understand that

I never had control anyway

I never had control anyway

I never had control anyway

I never had control anyway

This is the only thing that could have happened

This is the only way it could have been

I won’t be bitter, I’ll live through this winter

To become someone brand new in spring

I never had control anyway

I never had control anyway

I never had control anyway

I never had control anyway