PTSD (feat. MOYANA)

Barely think this passes as survival

Only gotta live here when I want

Disassociated from my present

Time will tell if time is real or not

Let's see the real

I like to run from my problems before I see their face

I dig to get to the root but struggle to solve em

I'm moving cautious

Not tryna disrupt the healing phase

We playing smart when we know we struggle with knowledge

So now we falling

Common sense would tell you to stop, but we'll never stop it

Gotta see it through for ourselves before we can call it

I call it crazy

You call me, I'm still not calling back

I seen 'em all

Had to block you before I follow back

Took a swing at my character

I can take your jabs

You take offense when I tell you I need to take a lap

I can't relax when you're telling me how I'm not relaxed

You see the irony in that?

It's kinda hard to start relaxing if you're trying to relax

I hit relapse when I sent the message, you message back

So now we talk 'bout the future like we're on common paths

Nothing in common just comment about our common past

We been growing apart since we got together

I should've told you sooner but now is better than never

I leave it all in the past, it's post-traumatic

Like, what happened?

Barely think this passes as survival

Only gotta live here when I want

Disassociated from my present

Time will tell if time is real or not