Blackout

Just for a moment I could swear I had it all figured out

That’s when it started, broken hearted with nobody to help

I’m on the inside out, what til I’m sober to tell everything to…

Ya, if I could open up the windows I would breathe it in

I’d like to take these cuffs away and learn to fight again

So put the noose around my neck forgive the sins my friends

I wanna blackout I keep waiting for it

It’s the voice in my head that’ll leave me for dead

I’m depressed, I’m a mess, how are you?

I’m depressed, I’m a mess, how are you?

I’m on the inside out – What will I do now?

Ya, if I could open up the windows I would breathe it in

I’d like to take these cuffs away and learn to fight again

So put the noose around my neck forgive the sins my friends

I wanna blackout I keep waiting for it

I’d like to say I’m not okay

A better me is overrated

Cars and cash I’m living fast

My mental state has not translated

Coming down the parties now

I’ve gotta be so calculated

Start to run I heard the gun

Is all of this just simulated?

Ya, if I could open up the windows I would breathe it in

I’d like to take these cuffs away and learn to fight again

So put the noose around my neck forgive the sins my friends

I wanna blackout I keep waiting for it

I wanna Blackout-Blackout-Blackout I keep waiting for it…