Lately

Small eyes dry mouth can't speak

Pull the covers up and pray for sleep

But as the sun cuts through the curtains

Then the nerves begin to surface

It's always the same

The dull pain in my chest

So familiar yet I fear death

I know this feelings never worth it

I just can't resist the urges

I just can't resist the urges

I'll meet you later, you say

You deserve this baby

I'll have one more cos you made me

No I don't know me lately

Tell me that it's getting out of hand

Tell me you don't recognise the man before you

How could you do this sh*t again?

I don't know why you just pretend

You get by, when shots fly you're a soldier

But when I need you where's the gun to your holster?

Why can't I see you doing sh*t that you're supposed to?

You wonder why you're hurt again?

I'll meet you later, you say

You deserve this baby

I'll have one more cos you made me

No I don't know me lately

Please don't ask the question

Ima feel so stupid saying I don't know

Why I'm always like this

Only tell the truth into a microphone

I guess I'm scared of being unprepared

I never could say no

There's a better chance of me just caving in

Than being left alone