Feel this Much

I want you

To notice me

Like you did

Back when it didn't hurt

To let somebody in

To that world

To be what the day needs

I think I'm getting closer

To my truth

Guided by a warmth

That is safe to rely on

In this world I let you into

Hold me with care as we fall

I know you're not the same

But it gets replayed like some sort of

Evidence against me

it's against us too

Feels like there's not much else to do

My mind gets filled

With thoughts that are not mine

It's not fair

To feel this much