Body Dysmorphia. (Live at the Royal Albert Hall)

I think, when I grow older, I'm going to get a nose job

I have a bump in my nose, and it's ugly

When I grow up, I want to be skinny, but with an hourglass figure

I hope I'll be pretty when I grow up, or I think I'll be sad

Or I think I'll be sad

I let my fingers pinch my skin

(I'm so hungry, I can't sleep)

But I know if I eat, then I'll be in the bathroom (on my knees)

I hate the way my face is square

I (hate my arms inside these sleeves)

For this hourglass we all desire

I wear three corsets underneath

XL T-shirts, baggy jeans, so I don't have to (stress about it)

Marijuana every day, so I cannot (obsess about it)

How can I expect you to (romance me, touch my body, baby?)

Said I don't even want to take it off for you, until you turn the lights off

(I don't really like my body)

But knowing it's my (only body)

I should probably call somebody

I should really show you how I'm feeling inside

Matter fact, I'm glad you called me

I been hiding, I been high and I been sleeping hungry

I hug my knees, I squeeze my waist

(There's so much that I want to change)

Yes, lately I've been thinking 'bout the ways to rearrange my face

I wanna cut pieces off

Looking in the mirror

Want to take a pair of scissors, sadly, dear

I wanna cut pieces off

Lately, I've been so depressed about it

No one sees what I can see, and I'm so fucking scared (scared about it)

How can I expect you to romance me, touch my body, baby?

I don't want to take it off for you until you turn the lights off

(And I don't really like my body)

But knowing it's my (only body)

I should probably call (somebody)

I should really show you how I'm feeling inside

Matter fact, I'm glad you called me

I been hiding, I been high and I been sleeping hungry, yeah

Hmm, hmm

Matter fact, I'm glad you called me

I been oh, do-doot-doot, oh

I don't really like my body

But knowing it's my only body

I should probably call somebody

Or take my clothes off at the Royal Albert Hall

And show my body

Na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na, yeah

Thank you