40 Days n 40 Nights (feat. Vory)

I'll put a hundred miles on the AMG tonight and take it anywhere but home Scent lingering all on my clothes, I turn the ringer on my phone off I'll give you your distance If you've already made a commitment to be someone else's I must respect it Though I'd be lying if I said I didn't want you to myself When you look me in my eyes and tell me that it's mine I made them sacrifices Spent 40 days and 40 nights withdrawing from ecstasy Gave you what was left of me Baby, it's hard enough learning to let you go Can't imagine teachin' someone else how Hate the fact I can't leave you alone Tired of lying to myself 'bout this Feeling that never dies now Every night when I'm on my own, only thing that's living in my mind Every time I was ever told not to get my feelings intertwined I should've listened Now I'm here missing you It's been a while, baby girl, I been out the way I been tryna set things here straight I got opp niggas too close to where I stay And my brainwaves going 80-88 Baby, how come you never check on me? How come you the first thing on my mind when I'm lonely? I lost my lover and my homie Oh, baby, hold me You took the time to open up with all your scars and insecurities But I wasn't ready for it I took the time to learn your body So I fucked you like nobody ever did and you wasn't ready for it Top floor, penthouse in Miami balcony Does that bring back all your memories? Is that the only way you'll remember me? Oh, baby (baby) Hunnid miles on the Wraith just so we can fuck again (yeah) All because of you, I can't love again Do you ever think about what you did to me? (Did to me) (Yeah) spiritually and mentally Oh, baby, I fell in love with someone who was in love with someone else I'm cutting ties with everybody who ain't good for my health (shit) I ain't even good for myself these days Oh, baby, oh, baby, oh, baby I ain't even good, good for myself