Wasted

Do you remember that night when

I really needed to get some sleep

I was tired as fuck

I drove all day

But I stayed up

To watch some stupid movies

About a bean that is a hero, and a cop that does kung-fu

He traveled in time, saw King Cobra 2

You were asking if you could see me

My eyes focused on the TV

Missed all your calls on my phone

Ignored them and spent my night alone

All the things that I should have said

Feelings I've trapped inside of my head

Next thing I know, it's six a.m. and

Holy fuck

I spend way too much time wasted

Thinking about things that don't make sense

I'm not okay

Now I've made a mess

This was never meant to work, but I couldn't be frank

I'm not okay

And early in the afternoon

My friends would come up to my room

So we could get really high before we'd go to class

When we got there, we couldn't pay attention

To a single thing that the teacher said, so

I would leave and go back home, to lay down on my couch

The thoughts in my head say I can't sleep 'cause

I haven't cleaned in like six weeks

I made my bed this morning but I

Still haven't washed the sheets

I get bored and I get stoned

It's a vicious cycle when you live alone

Why would I do my work when I can think about

Not being broke with the trees in Morocco

Holy fuck

I spend way too much time wasted

Making decisions I regret

I'm not okay

Need to quit this shit

Please put away the booze, or I'll have to indulge

I'm not okay