F****d Up Brain

Well my

Sister tells me

She misses that boy

She grew up with

Being so goofy

But I

Am not a happy man

It must've died with my youth

Or slipped right out of my hands

And I

Dread facing tomorrow

'Cause I've drank too much

And the money I've got

It is borrowed

No I ain't got two nickels

To rub together

And I'm so sick and tired

Of all this damn cold weather

And I

Well I'm praying for sunshine

Can't take no more rain

And I've run out of people

To place all this blame

And I

Don't know why

God made me this way

With a heart so fragile

And a Fucked Up Brain

And I

Will lie to your face

If you ask how I'm doing

I'll tell you I'm just running the race

Yeah, I'll tell you I'm winning

When I know I'm losing

My mind

And I've busted my knuckles

I've screamed at strangers

Trying to figure out ways

To deal with my anger

This time

And I

Don't know why

God made me this way

With a heart so fragile

And a Fucked Up Brain

And it'll break my Momma's heart

When she hears this song

But I promise you Momma

You didn't do nothing wrong

There's just something inside me

That I cannot fix

But I'm trying my damnedest

And I promise you this

Well I'm begging for sunshine

Can't take no more pain

And up on my shoulders

Is the weight of this shame

And I

Don't know why

God made me this way

With a heart so fragile

And a Fucked Up Brain

With a heart so fragile

And a Fucked Up Brain