Doses (feat. Jess Nolan)

I’ve tried to take you in doses

Just a little at a time

But I struggle through the day

And I lie awake, shaking in the night

I’ve been hiding from my choices

I’ve been lying to my doubt

You went from something that I wanted

To something I can't live without

I keep coming up with reasons to leave

Reasons to stay

But I find myself running back to you

Every time I walk away

We’ve been taller than the mountains

We’ve been high above the clouds

But you feel so far away now

And I'm afraid of coming down

I keep coming up with reasons to leave

Reasons to stay

But I find myself running back to you

Every time I walk away

Nothing takes me down like my own indecision

I feel tossed about, is it all in my head

To you I been bound

Is it worth trying to fight it now

Can we talk it out

I’ve tried to take you in doses

Just a little at a time

But I struggle through the day

And I lie awake, shaking in the night