Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Lil Peep
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Gus ahr
Songwriter
Adam McIlwee
Songwriter
Dylan Mullen
Songwriter
Jon Shave
Songwriter
George Astasio
Songwriter
Jason Pebworth
Songwriter
Michael Blackburn
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Lil Peep
Producer
Smokeasac
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
You'll only see us in the back
Goth boy clique, all black
I knew love once
It's hard to forget
[Verse 2]
I've thought of you and nights spent when I'm backed against the wall
I thought of her and Harley 'cause she answered when I called
I want her to want to hurt me
And I miss 2013 love song
And I'm so lost under club lights
In the all black goth boy cliques
[Verse 3]
Goth boy, I'm the one you can't avoid
No choice, baby, I'll be making noise
Goth boy, I'm the one you can't avoid
No choice, no choice
Lookin' for you in the back of the club
Lookin' for her in the back of the club, fucked up
Everybody know I numb it with the drugs
Everybody know I numb it with the drugs
[Verse 4]
Fucked up in the back of the club
Cast a sigil in the back of the club
I got scars on me, no love
Light a candle and I pray for doves
[Verse 5]
And you're fading away, like the pill under my tongue
We seriously never even touched, it sucks
I'ma put your name in my skin, mix the ink in my blood
It's so fucked
[Verse 6]
So tell me, what is love?
If I ever had it
If I ever had it
Did I really want it?
And why can't I remember?
I cannot remember
[Verse 7]
I took the black two-seater when you pushed me away
Into the dark, I only want what's best for you, baby
I reach out to you, but slowly
If there's passion there, then show me
[Verse 8]
Fast, hard
It's a slow drug
And I swear that
But it's true love
These are true lines
[Verse 9]
Saw you in the back of the club again
And we just started texting again
And now you're sending pictures to my phone like I just can't resist
I'm trying not to let you feel missed
[Verse 10]
And now we're in the bar at like six PM
Then we took a bottle to your bed
Listenin' to Slowdive, eyes like so, so red
And I can't stop staring at the back of your neck
[Verse 11]
And you think you can make me love again
I swear that I will never feel a thing
Hollow shell, quiet hell, but you're so into me
You screaming, why don't you love me back?
'Cause it's goth boy clique till my lungs collapse
[Verse 12]
Goth boy, I'm the one you can't avoid
No choice, baby, I'll be making noise
Goth boy, I'm the one you can't avoid
No choice, no choice
Lookin' for you in the back of the club
Lookin' for her in the back of the club, fucked up
Everybody know I numb it with the drugs
Everybody know I numb it with the drugs
Written by: Gustav Åhr, William Hayward, Adam McIlwee