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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Caleb Stewart
Songwriter
Lyrics
I don't wanna die, but if I did it wouldn't bother me
A tolerance for stress, chasing success like it's a part of me
Nothing that I earn in this world is gonna follow me
Got a beat inside my veins so take a knife and cut the artery
I want it more, than I wanna win the lottery
Got trauma in my brain, I think I need a whole lobotomy
That's why I drop it right away, don't need this lyrics haunting me
I record the words so I can listen when it's hard to breathe
Damage
I don't wanna do damage
Maybe I'm afraid to find out
I'm the one, who's darned, yeah
Deeper
I don't wanna go deeper
Maybe I'm afraid to find out
That I'm a creature, who's
Heartless
Maybe I'm a little bit heartless
I don't wanna hurt anymore
But the darkness
Feeds me
It feeds me
Manifesting in the night
Like I was born to never sleep, yeah
Only come to life in the late night yet
Staying on the grind like a vampire
I live off the blood of my demons, yeah
I don't feel alive, but I'm not dead yet
Only come to life in the late night yet
Staying on the grind like a vampire
I live off the blood of my demons, yeah
I don't feel alive, but I'm not dead yet
I don't wanna rap about my pain the rest of my life
But right now
It's the only thing I got on my mind
I've been doing therapy
I swear to God
I wouldn't lie to you
At least I wouldn't lie a lot
And maybe it's not working, or maybe I'm just a tough case
Possible to problems, I'm too focused on the gaslight
If I just ignore it, it'll probably go away, right?
I don't wanna think or talk about it
It will cause more
Damage
I don't wanna do damage
Maybe I'm afraid to find out
I'm the one, who's darned, yeah
Deeper
I don't wanna go deeper
Maybe I'm afraid to find out
That I'm a creature, who's
Heartless
Maybe I'm a little bit heartless
I don't wanna hurt anymore
But the darkness
Feeds me
It feeds me
Manifesting in the night
Like I was born to never sleep, yeah
Only come to life in the late night yet
Staying on the grind like a vampire
I live off the blood of my demons, yeah
I don't feel alive, but I'm not dead yet
Only come to life in the late night yet
Staying on the grind like a vampire
I live off the blood of my demons, yeah
I don't feel alive, but I'm *not-not-not-not*
(Only come to life in the late night yet
Staying on the grind like a vampire
I live off the blood of my demons, yeah
I don't feel alive, but I'm not dead yet
Only come to life in the late night yet
Staying on the grind like a vampire
I live off the blood of my demons, yeah
I don't feel alive, but I'm not dead yet)
Written by: Caleb Stewart