Jaded

Faded in a parking lot

Jaded from the lie I've bought

There you are, in your car, telling me everything I'm not

These walls used to come down easily

And my dreams aren't as clear as they used to be

When I'm waving through a window and nobody sees me

Am I just killing time?

I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs

Stop comparing me to the woman we love

I try and I fight it but it's never enough

Don't you see

I'm not Hayley

She's there

in the air I breathe

Laid bare

every note I sing

Stuck in place can't retrace

Where I was when you clipped my wings

Your praise

Had me at your beckon call

I know

You changed your mind like the fading fall

Now I'm waiting for the voice in your head to be mine

Can it just be my time?

I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs

Stop comparing me to the woman we love

I try and I fight it but it's never enough

Don't you see

I'm not Hayley

Don't you see

I'm not Hayley

I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs

Stop comparing me to the woman we love

I try and I fight it but it's never enough

To be just me

I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs

Stop comparing me to the woman we love

I try and I fight it but it's never enough

Don't you see

I'm not Hayley