Scared To Lose You

Your room stares back at me,

It’s four AM and I can’t sleep.

I lie in wait,

For you to kick me out,

I hear your cat upstairs,

She’s also wondering why I’m here.

Am I more like a friend?

Or do I read too deep.

I bet you think I talk too much,

About my ex,

And all the places we had sex.

That sinking feeling makes me wanna smash my head in.

Oh it’s just me and my problems,

Come on give me peace of mind,

Can’t hurt me more than I hurt myself,

I get lost sometimes.

I’m selfish,

I’m broken,

And honestly I’m scared to lose,

And honestly I’m scared to lose,

And honestly I’m scared of you.

I feel so insecure,

I fight the black dog behind the door.

I don't have what you need,

Is what he says to me.

You smile,

In your sleep,

I wonder who you see.

My fractured pride is the problem,

Come on give me peace of mind,

Can’t hurt me more than I hurt myself,

I get lost sometimes.

I’m selfish,

I’m broken,

And honestly I’m scared to lose,

And honestly I’m scared to lose,

And honestly I’m scared of you.

Oh it’s just me and problems,

Come on give me peace of mind,

Can’t hurt me more than I hurt myself,

I get lost sometimes.

I’m selfish,

I’m broken,

And honestly I’m scared to lose,

And honestly I’m scared to lose,

And honestly I’m scared of you.