September

I wish I could organize all the tabs in my head

Acting like I don't get sad but right now I feel dread

Most days I wake up feeling happy

Always laughing how they know me

But I have bad days too

Hurts when I think of you

Wish I could hit escape

Have all the bad thoughts erased

Usually just keep it in

And don't even think about it

No I don't think about it

Think about it

No I don't think about it

Always happens this time of year

Every September reminds me that you're not here

Wished it made me happy when I think of you

But all I think of is my life without you

All of the differences you would've caused

And you're personality I'da loved

Why were you stripped from me young

Only one I need something from

Wish that I could hit escape

And reverse that day away

Usually just keep it in

And don't even think about it

No I don't think about

But right it's sinking in

Don't know what to do about it