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I've been pensive about what you said

And now it's caught up in my head

How am I ever gonna let it go?

It's like a blood disease

That crawls within me

And I never know how to treat it

You're crawling up my spine

Never giving me time

I just know I hate it

You're looking at me in the eyes

And I got a lot to say

But my tongue is twisted up in my brain

Been thinking about what to do

When it comes to telling the truth

And I just want to say one thing

I've got nothing left to prove to you

Even if you think I do

It's just not true

I'll keep moving forward with my dreaming

Never gonna slow down now

You're always on your way out

You've got a lot of nerve coming in here

And your presence makes it so much more severe

Am I ever gonna let you know?

I'm only begging you, please

To believe what I see

If only I could care to change it

Watch the clock tick by

As you're losing the time

To save wasn't worth it

You're looking at me in the eyes

And I got a lot to say

But my tongue is twisted up in my brain

Been thinking about what to do

When it comes to telling the truth

And I just want to say one thing

I've got nothing left to prove to you

Even if you think I do

It's just not true

I'll keep moving forward with my dreaming

Never gonna slow down now

You're always on your way out

I am becoming

I am becoming someone

Else

I never asked for this

How much more can I resist?

I never asked for this

I hope you choke on what scares you

I hope it doesn't move

I hope it stays in your throat

I hope you choke on what scares you

I hope it doesn't move

I hope it stays in your throat

All this was avoidable