Lonely Nights

Yeah, Papi

Lonely, never listen to **** who try to control me

Reminiscin' the times you would actually call me

And you'd tell me you love me, I need someone to hold me

Swear I've been actin' crazy, my ****

Nothin faze me, my ****, I keep numb with the liquor

If I could taste my soul comin' out of my body, it's bitter

I feel numb to the point I can only see pain

I'm sick and tired of waiting to see if things change

Can't love, hot, cold, it's a freeze frame

What used to feel like a massacre is a bee sting

All the talks behind my back are gettin' lame

Proud of what I accomplished but slowly become ashamed

I'm limited to this brain, even if you poppin', you limited to the games

I can't trust a soul for the benefits that they claim

Trust another person with secrets is now insane

I wish that someone would pray

What about you? Yeah

Said, I'm so lost for so long

What about you? You, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Uh, yeah, yeah, uh

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Uh

Tellin' you I'm ready, ****, if you ready, uh

I don't feel no nervousness inside my belly, uh

Used to feel it in me like I went to deli, uh

Body getting stronger but my heart is heavy, uh

Gotta keep a secret, now these **** jelly, uh

Murkin' our position like a missionary, uh

Yeah, that's it, ha