RealizE

I got stuff runnin' through my head

Am I gonna make it or am I left for dead

At this point, I don't know, I don't know

Jumpin' off the building in a trance

I'm only 14 and tellin' me I can't

I can't trust you no more, all we do is fight

I'm askin' if you alright

I'm makin' all this music, I'm growin' so much sight

Ayy, I'm back on my grind

Ain't wastin' no time

All this music, am I goin' blind

Come back to me, to cheat on your guy

All you do is lie, won't take a goodbye

You won't deny, you want me right

He say it's on sight

He makin' dirty sprite

He won't go with a fight

Said he feel like a knight

He got a shank on his right

He so scared, all he done was stare

Demons pullin' up a chair

Got my peers, they shed a tear

Told me to go downstairs

Told me not to poke the bear

Took time to repair

They'll tell me not to come back

They don't like me writing all these raps

Ha-ha

Tell me I changed

Feel so dark, I feel like I'm bane

Saying my songs are lame

In a few years my name in the game

Dapping me that's a shame

First check calling the bank

Leaving yo brain do blank

Wish old me was a prank

Bro just stay in your lane

People in school be pullin' out shanks

Talkin' so much, boy, walk the plank

Gettin' mad and pullin' out point blank

Lyrics are me

That boy a flea

It's the end of the tree

Jesus gave me life and I feel so free

Number five like my name, T

I'm stayin' on beat

They hate when i speak

Kiss on the cheek

That's long gone, we on the street

Tryna make songs, yeah, boy, it's weak

Three-four like I'm Giannis, I'm a Greek Freak

I'm going so hard, i'm going bar for bar

You trynna buy car

I'm trynna leave a scar

She gave me one that's so bizarre

She say i'm a star, trust me, I'ma make it far

Say it one song, say it another

We talk during the summer

Then say I'm like a brother

In reality, I love her

My brain sayin' I gotta be tougher

My heart sayin' I gotta recover

Then my eyes start seein' true color

I had to cut her off

Why have I been so soft

Ayy, ayy

Back then were real eyes

Then I had to realize

Then people started tellin' me real lies

Understand my lyrics, then you'll know why

Why I been actin' so dry

And I feel like I'm a bad guy

Then I feel like I'm a sad guy

Then I realized

I'm that guy you already know

This good for my soul

I'm back better this time

And you know why

This time

Ayy, see you next time