Must Keep Working

Waking up, feeling like I messed up, wondering why the whole worlds coming down on me

Hung up on the things I said, but it’s in my head, my Anxiety

I Didn’t used to be this fragile, I don’t know how I got this way.

‘Cause there are days, when I think I’ve beat the game, when my darker side is tamed and I feel so certain

But fear and shame, like a time bomb in my brain, looking for something to blame, for the ways I’m hurting, I must keep working now.

Ain’t it fun when you think you’re done, no you’ll never be unsure again.

You’ve got everyone figured out, no there’s no doubt, you settle down but then

You really thought you we’re being careful, you don’t know why I feel this pain

‘Cause there are days, when I think I’ve beat the game, when my darker side is tamed and I feel so certain

But fear and shame, like a time bomb in my brain, looking for something to blame, for the ways I’m hurting, I must keep working.

All at once the feelings change. My confidence begins to drain.

Suddenly I’m stuck between. An intervention and a dream.

‘Cause there are days, when I think I’ve beat the game, when my darker side is tamed and I feel so certain

But fear and shame, like a time bomb in my brain, looking for something to blame, for the ways I’m hurting, I must keep working now.

Yeah, there are days where I get in my own way, say things I don’t mean to say and I’m so uncertain.

Love and rage, staring me right in the face, cause I’m the only one to blame for the ways I’m hurting, I must keep working , now