Days I Hate Myself

Just another night feeling lost Peace is hard to find but never forgot Just lying underneath the stars My feet stand on Earth, my head's on Mars Just daydreaming To find your heart took way too long All of the pain leaving Counting my blessings one by one You pick me up, you hold me high Show me the ladder up to the sky Forever strong, always a shoulder My call for help, the days I hate myself You speak the words I need to hear Yeah, it always works, you lift me up But catch me falling, save me from hell The days I hate my, hate my, hate myself Just another wave, feeling scared I tried to breathe it out but got nowhere Looking out, the horizon's clear Thought we were in a crowd, but there's only us here My mind's racing Imagining a different view As we watch the Sun fading It all comes down, comes down to you You pick me up, you hold me high Show me the ladder up to the sky Forever strong, always a shoulder My call for help, the days I hate myself You speak the words I need to hear Yeah, it always works, you lift me up But catch me falling, save me from hell The days I hate my, hate my, hate myself No, you never give up Or fall to the ground But you make me believe When I don't like what I see You pick me up, you hold me high Show me the ladder up to the sky Forever strong, always a shoulder My call for help, the days I hate myself The days I need some help When I can't stand my reflection You save me from that hell The days I hate my, hate my, hate myself Show me the ladder up to the sky Forever strong, always a shoulder My call for help, the days I hate myself You speak the words I need to hear Yeah, it always works, you lift me up But catch me falling, save me from hell The days I hate my, hate my, hate myself Just another night feeling lost Peace is hard to find, never forgot