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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Deebaby
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jesus Martinez Jr.
Songwriter
Deebaby
Songwriter
Johnny Loomin
Arranger
Kwabena Adjei
Arranger
Ryan Youngblood
Arranger
Lyrics
[Intro]
Damn, MyBaad
[Verse 1]
This shit too heavy on my heart, I can't be sober
I love her dearly, hate to act like I don't know her
I'm in junkie mode, ridin' with that drank and got pulled over
I see you fuckin' with lil' shawty, I said "Hol' up"
[Verse 2]
I keep a big smile on my face, inside I'm dyin' still
I told her keep it on the hush, like we on Silent Hill
Stole from my mama once before, but now I pay her bills
I had a dream that I went back in time, it gave me chills
I lost some people to these streets, do you know how that feel?
I still got brothers in that field, but this ain't NFL
Feel like I'm floatin' in this yacht, 'cause I'm off drank and pills
I told his mama "I'm so sorry", but she hate me still
I treat my son like he a prince, but I ain't Uncle Phil
I give him game, say it don't cost a thing to keep it real
Got all this water on, like I'm sponsored by Navy SEALs
Ain't no one starvin' on my side, 'cause we gon' split the meal
[Chorus]
I think about you when I cry, cry, cry
Look at the sky and I say, "Why? Why? Why?"
Wish I could sacrifice myself and bring you back alive
Asked me if my blessin' is a curse and I just can't decide
They play with Baby, we gon' clap his ass like high-five
And we ain't stackin' up no beef, no this ain't Five Guys
They servin' Nick still got that cannon, this a drumline
I fuck with Yayo, know I love my boy a hunnid' times
[Verse 3]
Before he died from kidney failure, you take one of mine
I'm tired of lookin' at these stars, I need some sunshine
Start lookin' deep inside, it might just change your mind
I get paid to tell you how I feel, and I just make it rhyme
[Verse 4]
This shit weigh heavy on my heart, I can't be sober
I love her dearly, hate to act like I don't know her
In junkie mode, ridin' with that drank and got pulled over
I see you fuckin' with lil' shawty, I said "Hol' up"
[Verse 5]
I keep a big smile on my face, inside I'm hurtin' hard
My mama see me in disgrace, 'cause I was servin' raw
I put my business first and never family, overall
They like to tell me that I changed, but I can't recall
[Chorus]
I think about you when I cry, cry, cry
Look at the sky and I say, "Why? Why? Why?"
Wish I could sacrifice myself and bring you back alive
Asked me if my blessin' is a curse and I just can't decide
They play with Baby, we gon' clap his ass like high-five
And we ain't stackin' up no beef, no this ain't Five Guys
They servin' Nick still got that cannon, this a drumline
I fuck with Yayo, know I love my boy a hunnid' times
[Outro]
This shit too heavy on my heart, I can't be sober
I love her dearly, hate to act like I don't know her
I'm in junkie mode, ridin' with that drank and got pulled over
I see you fuckin' with lil' shawty, I said "Hol' up"
Written by: Jesus Martinez Jr.