Hurt Me

I'm terrified of myself

This other part of me

Like I don't recognize how it feels when the switch flips inside of me

Telling lies to myself for my sanity

Maybe that's all I do, maybe I'm just a fool, maybe all of this was meant to be

Oh, ohhh...

Oh, oh

Oh, oh

Why do I wait so long? Why do I fail to see?

Why do I say I'm strong?

Why do I, why do I bite my tongue?

Why do I make believe?

Why do I say I'm strong?

Why do I… hurt me?

Pretending I’m still the same

Like it's yesterday

So quick to forget but it's not over yet, no matter what I say in the calm of the storm

It’s deafening

Should I just hold my breath and get out of this mess before the battle breaks?

Oh, ohh…

Oh, oh

Why do I wait so long? Why do I fail to see?

Why do I say I'm strong?

Why do I, why do I bite my tongue?

Why do I make believe?

Why do I say I'm strong?

Why do I… hurt me?

Oh, ohh

Oh, oh

Oh, oh

I'm terrified of myself

This other part of me...