Playground

I tried to keep your words out my head

Cause the thought of you won't penetrate my bed

For you I reserve the outside

Far away from my mind instead

When it's time to put your heart on the line

Backfires cause transparency's a crime

It's dusty with confusion honesty's just an illusion

For a lie

I made myself your playground

For you to climb on top then swing around

I was only sand in your mouth

And you, you spit me out

I was there for you to slide down

Catch your fall on the soft ground

When you run away and come back

I won't be your playground

It's overtrust that sinks me into mud

My porous soul gets hooked with just one fuck

It's hope for some humility but it's shadowed by assholery

One and done

Get myself off truth stings more than your lies

False starts are something only you can hide

I know it's unsustainable but my heart goes on a ride

Every time

I made myself your playground

For you to climb on top then swing around

I was only sand in your mouth

And you, you spit me out

I was there for you to slide down

Catch your fall on the soft ground

When you run away and come back

I won't be your playground

I made myself your playground

For you to climb on top then swing around

I was only sand in your mouth

And you, you spit me out

I was there for you to slide down

Catch your fall on the soft ground

When you run away and come back

I won't be your

Cause I'm not your

I won't be your

Cause I'm not your

I won't be your

Playground