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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Mbnel
Mbnel
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jhonel Dongon
Jhonel Dongon
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Logan Dug
Logan Dug
Producer
Alex Yozo
Alex Yozo
Producer
Ryan Ansel
Ryan Ansel
Mixing Engineer
Diego
Diego
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Intro]
Miguel
[Verse 1]
I ain't been the same in a minute, lost my dawg, it broke my heart
You was there in the beginning, always rooted from the start
I've got open wounds I love to burn with alcohol
I'm addicted to the pain, the way I'm picking at these scars
Like everything I started is startin' to fall apart
To top it off, I got homies that's sittin' behind them bars
I just had a tour, it don't feel the same without y'all
It's kinda hard to deal with fame, always tryna cover the flaws
I just spent five figures on some guns and some cars
On top of that, splitting for lawyers, and paying for some they bonds
Brodie was my dawg, I'm so mad he broke that bond
I thought them chains would bring us closer, the opposite of what I thought
Blacc really a legend, I'm so mad that you gone
Roy, you still my dawg, I don't blame you for not tryna talk
Cam, I miss you dawg, all the photos I damn near lost
Cholo was a boss, these dudes was nothing like you at all
Why you speaking on my name, like I ain't put you on at all?
I'm not into counting favors, just pick the phone when I call
Aye, Squeeze took twenty years, I'ma always answer your calls
Buddha know just how I rock, even 'though we just barely talk
Aye, I'm just tryna turn my dreams into reality
Never spoke down on yo behalf, but you still mad at me
These diamonds on me dancing, you still mad at me
My momma callin' my phone, said she ain't get a chance to say she proud of me
Aye, Glo know how I'm rocking
Told Boiboi, "Turn it up, I promise they gon' hear you, just keep on droppin'"
My daughter damn near four, Cam's daughter not even a toddler
Qioa just call my phone, if Cholo kids need something, I got 'em
Aye, Patek on my wrist, I even bought a crib
Business on the way, I'm just working up on the settlement
I been taking trips, headed to Europe, just me and my bitch
What's the point of ballin' if I'm all alone making a swish
Lookin' at my phone, hoping my granny just making it ring
I know bands gone go, just call my phone if you need anything
Treat Momma Mandy just like my momma 'cause Brodie my twin
Tryna get right wit my lil' brother, we fighting again
Aye, I'm getting new money like I'm Zeak 'n nem
JT my lil brudda, 'member days when you lived in my crib
I'm tryna leave a mark in my city, fuck just livin' in it
I'm thankful for my losses, that's the reason I started to win
I'm too big for a response, cap ass rumors ain't getting to me
I give back to my city, got the mayor right here texting me
Aye, six figure deposit, it's on the way to me
I'm just tryna turn this eight into infinity
[Outro]
Miguel
Written by: Jhonel Dongon
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