Good Housekeeping

I spent the whole night cutting white smiles out of good housekeeping

Cuz a magazine doesn't need smiles while it's takin moms savings

At least that what I told myself

Really, I'm just wide awake and bored as hell

But I keep 'em on a shelf

Just so I can smile at will

At least when you're around

I wish I could see you now

I want to break through the noise

Wish you would choose a voice

Cuz it breaks my heart tryna bring you joy

I spent the good part of the evening

Peeling my eyes from off the ceiling

Tryna hold on to better days

When I know they're fading

Im diving in the hamper past the damp towels

Just to get a sweatshirt out

Cuz I'm too damn stubborn

Just to say what I wanted, but I'll spell it out

Now you're not around

I wish I could see you now

I want to break through the noise

Wish you would choose a voice

Cuz it breaks my heart tryna bring you joy

I spent the good part of the evening

Waiting for you

Waiting for you

Yeah I'm waiting for you

Cuz it breaks my heart to get in the way

My part is so hard to play

I just wanna bring you joy