bathroom floor

I'm on the bathroom floor

My mom's first aid kit in my hands

Wish you'd come stitch me up

But first let me feel it just enough

A hundred prayers couldn't save me

From the person I've become

I don't know why you don't miss me

I don't know what made you run

Oh, Jesus Christ

I'm so sad all the time

I don't believe in God anymore

He wouldn't let me hurt like this

Oh, Jesus Christ

I'm so sad all the time

I don't believe in God anymore

He wouldn't let me bleed out on my bathroom floor

Will you take care of my broken body, if I told you, you destroyed it?

Some days these memories will haunt me

But no, I'm not strong enough to fight it

Hope you pick the prettiest flower

And plant it by my gravestone

Maybe it will grow in summer

And I won't be so alone

Oh, Jesus Christ

I'm so sad all the time

I don't believe in God anymore

He wouldn't let me hurt like this

Oh, Jesus Christ

I'm so sad all the time

I don't believe in God anymore

He wouldn't let me bleed out on my bathroom floor

I'll put a thousand band-aids

On all of my mistakes

Down on my knees and I pray

For some better days

Oh, Jesus Christ

I'm so sad all the time

I don't believe in God anymore

He wouldn't let me hurt like this

Oh, Jesus Christ

I'm so sad all the time

I don't believe in God anymore

He wouldn't let me bleed out on my bathroom floor