Book of Life

Caught in the book of life and it's filled with lies

I can't let go of this memory

I cannot hide this shame inside

It's taking over everything

And while I count these pages of corrupted fantasy

Can't separate the truth from insanity

The world I knew is now deformed

Can't trust my feelings

I've lost them all (cancerous)

My heart inside

Now the cancer of my soul

Racing thoughts, never stop (reality slipping away)

They're torturing me to death (they cast their net I'm)

Caught in a dream of twisted reality (twist the knife in my heart)

That's destroying me

Now the imagination is real and even what I feel

Can't be described by anything

The only thing I see is hate and agony

In form of pictures of suffering

And when the world turns red inside

My hell is now the real life

From darkened corners they are crawling into my mind

Finding the clues I was too blind to see and could not find

A cacophony of voices and a sea of woe

Taken by the current pointless swimming against the flow

The world I knew is now deformed

Can't trust my feelings

I've lost them all (cancerous)

My heart inside

Now the cancer of my soul

Tortured voice, never stops (reality slipping away)

It's guiding me to death (in their net I'm)

Caught in a dream of twisted reality (twist the knife in my heart)

That's destroying me

Make the voices leave

End my misery

Every thought allow

End this pain somehow

Twisted mind, never shifts (reality slipping away)

It's forcing me to be (In their net I'm)

Trapped in my shell (twist the knife in my heart)

There is no reality

Left inside

Stand

Try to stand

I know it is hard

To go through this pain

Your freedom's so far

Becoming insane

Try to stand

It's calling to you

I beg you to stay

There'll be a time

You won't be living this way

This Way

I know it is hard

To go through this pain

Your freedom's so far

Becoming insane