Lyrics
Don't you lie
I know how you see
You're so scared
Of what my mind could really be
I know cause I get scared of me
All the lights flashing
Feels like my minds crashing
Don't talk about a prophecy
To justify the way
You've been treating me
I know no one can handle me
Can you handle me
Can you hold onto me
I promise I am not a
Monster
Or a freak
I know you see me like one
I seem weak
I'm wired distinctly to you
Do i seem violent
To you
To you
To you
to you
to you
to you
Am I the monster to you
Don't speak
Cause I don't wanna hear
All the commotion
With emotion
Get me out of here
You look like
You know the most
But you don't know my ghost
You don't know my inmost
I am not a monster
Or a freak
I know you see me like one
I seem weak
I'm wired distinctly to you
Do I seem very violent to you
To you
To you
To you
To you
To you
Am I the Monster
Don't you tell me
that I'm overreacting
I know I'm different
Cause my brain is contrasting
All the knowledge in the world could never satisfy
Who I am
Don't you know
I cannot comply
With the rules
With your standards
I try to do
Everything
Masking
Like I'm told to do
And how would you feel
If this was you
You're getting shut down
Shut down
Aggressions what I do
I know your moves
I see everything that you do
Believe it or not
I really wish I didn't have to
I'm breaking apart
I don't really like this
I wanna go sleep
But my bed feels like abyss
Stop the trying
The lying
I know what I am
You don't need to try that hard
For me to understand
I am not the
Written by: Teri Rosalani Underhill