Mother

Can't afford to live my life

I'm scared of living or to die

The thought of what it would be like

As the years seem to go bye bye

I'd love to bring your love into the world

But it's not up to me if they'd be wanted

If they'd be loved

If they'd be even yours

And how I wish I could take back my words of pain and of hurt

It's more than just creating reflection, it's giving up what you were

Only noticed as I grew

That we're the same

You see, we do everything in mirror

Yet I do not even know who looks back

I'd love to bring your love into the world

But it's not up to me if they'd be wanted

If they'd be loved

If they'd be even yours

How I wish I could take back my words

Of pain and of hurt

It's more than just creating reflection

It's giving up what you were

When life comes back around to your own choice

That's when you hear the noise