What Happened to Me?

What happened to me?

I never looked down, I never gave up so easily

I was a first class dreamer

I had hopes that I could achieve

The holy grail, the secret to life's mysteries

But now I'm angry and old, the window is closed

It's way too late for me to become anything

What happened to me?

And I stop myself every time I wanted to cry

Every time I wanted to die

I didn't want to appear weak

I would pray to a fake god for answers that I seek

And it's strange when you don't believe

But you end up on your knees

I stop myself every time I wanted to cry

Every time I wanted to die

There is more to achieve

I looked up at the sky

And screamed into the light

The happiness I'll find, it lives inside of me

I'm already too old to become anything