ILY

Yeah

This ain't how shit's supposed to be with us and I regret it

I let weapons form against me prosper, I shouldn't've let it

I don't know if I did so much wrong that God wanna see me perish

I don't know if it's these pills or not, but I'm still in my feelings

You my dawg and I still love you, if you let me I'll fix it

It was lit when I was living fast, but I know what come with it

It be killin' me, 'cause they've been tryna tell me, I ain't listen

I was living day to day, so I couldn't see the bigger picture, yeah

I'mma get these demons off

Just give me time to get back right before I fuck this up

Shit, I won't say that I can't say 'cause if I do, I'm done

But if you know you know, I feel my past

Creeping up, but I ain't shit 'cause it's my fault

Please, God, please just let me fix this for the last time, yeah

I realized they don't wanna see me win, Lord, yeah

I realized they don't wanna see a star shine

Yeah

Only thing gon' make this better is talking to my daddy

He the only one that knew shit that I can't tell nobody

I wish I could tell my momma, what's going on inside

'Cause my mental fucked up and I feel like I lost my mind

Please, God, please just let me fix this for the last time, yeah

I realized they don't wanna see me win, Lord, yeah

I realized they don't wanna see a star shine

Yeah

This ain't how shit's supposed to be with us and I regret it

I let weapons form against me prosper, I shouldn't've let it

I don't know if I did so much wrong that God wanna see me perish

I don't know if it's these pills or not, but I'm still in my feelings

You my dawg and I still love you, if you let me I'll fix it

It was lit when I was living fast, but I know what come with it

It be killin' me, 'cause they've been tryna tell me, I ain't listen

I was living day to day, so I couldn't see the bigger picture, yeah

All you ever gave was love, but I feel like my exes

Gave you hatred in return, I never showed remorse

But what I did was young and dumb

That energy don't never lie, we both know it wouldn't

I can feel this in my stomach

And my mind been racing lately

I need some protection from my Lord and Savior

I know I fucked up, but I'm your daughter favorite

If this what come with rap, I wish I never made it