If I Hold On

I can't remember, and I can't forget everything they did

I begged them to put me under

But they let the nightmare in

Watch me while I sleep

I don't trust myself

Anyone could end up here on this side of hell

If I hold on, if I hold on, it'll tear me in half

If I hold on, if I hold on, it'll tear me in half

If you hold on, if you hold on, it'll tear you in half

If you hold on, if you hold on, it'll tear you in half

I was in this place before when I was a kid

There was no one to ask for help, and no one ever did

Now I have a family, they teach me how to live

They'll watch me while I sleep tonight

Like no one ever did

Laying on the floor, who am I singing for?

Laying on the floor, who am I singing for?

If I hold on, if I hold on, it'll tear me in half

If I hold on, if I hold on, it'll tear me in half

If you hold on, if you hold on, it'll tear you in half

If you hold on, if you hold on, it'll tear you in half

Laying on the floor, who am I singing for?