Personal

Sometimes I feel sad

For feeling alone

When we’re together

And then I get mad

For not knowing how

How to mend it

I know you are trying so hard

When you ask me how my day went

I don't want to damper the mood anymore

So I'll say it was well spent

When I meant to say

I can't let yesterday go

Maybe it's not personal

Or is it

In my strongest attempts to forget the past,

We end up and repeat it

Maybe it's not personal

Or is it, is it?

Sometimes I feel shame

For no reason at all

Cannot shake the sense

I did something wrong

With no chance to

reverse it

I know you mean only well

When you say everything is okay

But It spins me back into my mind

So Ill get insular and quiet

When I meant to say

I can't continue to pretend

Maybe it's not personal

Or is it?

In my strongest attempts to forget the past,

We end up and repeat it

Maybe it's not personal

Or is it, is it?